Moving On

It's been a rough couple of days. I don't really know what's wrong with me but part of it has to do with friendship, family, and food.

Skinny and I have dogs. They are our children. I don't know if I mentioned that we got another one but that's part of the reason I haven't been able to post as frequently. She's another rescue and a bit scared...of everything...including Skinny.

I'm going to go ahead and sad post because letting it out will make me think and feel better.

Last weekend, we had a Nigerian wedding for one of the guys in the college group. 2 of us went. Out of the 9 from the original group or 11 of the modified group or the 20 if you include couples now...Skinny went too as my date so 3 out of 20. That's pathetic.

This week, I realized during teambuilding day that I don't have a single friend at work. I spend 10 hours there. I was ditched by everyone. I kind of get it but I don't at the same time. I want to be liked too.

This weekend, I'm going to a friend's wedding. We invited everyone over before we leave since they have never seen our house even though they've driven by multiple times. No one came.

I try not to focus on the negative. I do have a lot of friends. I just don't have any at work. I have a lot of friends in our town, they just live on the other side of town. I still love my old friends-it's just come time in life where I need to lower my expectations and accept the reality.