A few months ago, my boss pointed out to me that Croutons are my French Fries. How right she was with that statement. Since then, I've begun ordering a side of croutons which they only give you a little dish or a small plate (far less than french fries) and I will leave the french fries or chips or whatever I'm given.
I crave croutons like people crave french fries. For the past few nights, I've been seriously craving croutons. If we had gone out, I would have gotten a small side of them. I went to two places trying to find some croutons and gave up and got gold fish instead.
I finally got my croutons last night and devoured the bag. I knew exactly what I was doing. I watched myself continue to eat more and more. I didn't eat dinner which was my justification but I want to have the power to control how I eat croutons.
I don't hate myself for eating the whole bag which is different than previous experiences. I'm seeing it as a new challenge to overcome. And I will overcome it somehow, someway.
That's the difference in 3 months ago and today. I am up for a challenge. Life is always a challenge, I always have like a challenge-that's how I ended up with SkinnyHusband :)
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