You've got to pull yourself together

It's a blah day. I don't know what it's like in the rest of the world but it's blah here. I just want to be at home in bed watching The Golden Girls. I woke up to go walking and my back was sore. I went to look outside and it was raining. I went back to bed. So now...I'm having trouble seeing the world in the best way to see it: positively.

I have snacked all day. Snacked to the point that I'm so full. Why are some weeks harder than others. I want to continue with my goals this week and I know I'm going to be up. The goal this week is to continue to try to make improvements.

I look at SkinnyHusband and wonder why it was so easy for him. It wasn't as easy as I give him credit for but it was easy to eat vegetables. He eats salad like it's chips. He eats fruit like they're cupcakes, devouring them in happiness.

I broke down. I had sweet tea today. When I use to drink sweet tea, it was heaven. It was liquid sugar and it was amazing. Today, it was good for the first few sips...then it became "too sweet" followed by "painful." I'm literally in pain after drinking sweet tea. Well done body.

Body: 2 Mind: 0

Here's to not giving up. Not giving in. To looking for happiness even on a rainy day!